Over the last twenty-three years I have met many Christians who testify to God changing their sexual orientation, enabling them to marry and have children. Often this is seen as the major source of hope for the homosexual who is seeking Christ. However, I meet many more Christians who marry hoping and praying that God will thus bring 'normality' into their lives and make homosexual issues a thing of the past. Sadly, often the result is even more frustration, a lack of self identity, anger, disillusionment and frequently divorce. Some Christians take part in 'healing programmes' and many find God's love and healing for various broken emotions. However, often there is still a sense of incompleteness as they search and live in hope for heterosexuality. Yet again many end up angry and disillusioned. Often they reject Christianity altogether, saying it makes them feel a continual sense of failure and guilt.
